we had something so original so totally different from the rest, so comfortable, so sweet that kept me holding on even if i was so close to letting go .. expecting you to catch me like the way you used to.. & you wonder why i keep holding on? well that`s why.. it was like a song i`ve never heard, a smooth, loving beat with everything i wanted to hear in it playing soundly .. & till now that is what keeps me replaying that beat, we had a different song playing, a song i havn`t heard before.. & i know i can`t keep replaying the song over & over again to remind me of what we were.. but i just miss it .. i miss you .. i miss the song.. 

that`s what i loved about it.

that`s why i cant keep you out of my mind..

i`m tired of the chase, & in need to face reality.. even if it has to hit me hard and wipe me out landing flat on my ass .. because closure sure didn`t help.. not even one bit .