cus you did me good, baby you did me good.

Clearly knew what was going to happen, immediately eventually presently in due time, but it took a second to register up in my brainuim, my dome, my head, my skull, my crainuim and my eyes have had enough, it was time to do some talkin' and now the next man is stealing my heart away - but im outta' here.
p dot s - let me swear at you in french, jus cus' it sounds so much sexier.
Waking up feeling crumy / cold as ever, sick to my stomach and had absolutely no energy for school resulted me stuck in bed wrapped in 3 layers of blankets - i swear i got sick out of no where, it just hit me in the face like how you hit me in the face with your lameass answers, that were too fast to dodge.. oh well what can you do? . Nevertheless sleeping for another 9 hours on top of the night before sortve helped. Meanwhile while all of this was happening, i was contemplating if i should just admit to myself that i was a bitch that rambled on down pouring my feelings that have been bottled and stirred up with many other unfortunate events that resulted me in expressing myself with uncalled phrases, stupid conscience obviously won but then again your answers through the conversation went from stuck up to jerk to just plain mos def horrible. What happened? everything was so good reffering to the past conversations et events that happened from "10 down 90 more to go" to " first message ever ", well i guess not everything will go the way i wish it would've went and im just another girl, but honestly it went from almost understanding you to i dont even know who you are in a blink and so im left with a short of breath and that heavy feeling in my chest.
On the other hand, let me rant about valentines day, yes i am one of those people that are not too fond of this day. Even though in my lifetime i plan on " falling in love " with many things / it / moments / boy / words that flutter in your extraordinary mind / chelsea and her lame ass thoughts / ice cream flavour / scent of his cologne / his hands between mine etc. as possible, i still dislike this day. Flyin' solo again, yet not surprising with the rate im going at " love " and " boys " right now, but might i just add, i did buy sweet ass valentine cards so if i like you, you`ll get one (:
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