dont change.
Lately ive been questioning if i still see you the same way, and of course i did i just do that whole question myself till i want to shoot myself or i find the answer and question the answer but babe my feelings will always be unconditional with you and what happened between us was sucha ride and wouldn't pass on another one, no doubt 'bout it, so dont change on me " just kidding " and yes.. " we can negative " .

This day seemed so damn long and i dont even know why, addition to that.. i dont even remember what i did? but all i know is that, janbear i miss you baby.. where are you? .. i feel like i havent seen or talked to you in so long, even though i saw you last week but other that moving onto a different topic.. did i mention that earlier i was listening to a playlist of songs you told me to listen to and i just realized that all the songs you gave me are slow jams.. also everybody knows - john legend is stuck on replay and thoughts of you are also on replay.. right now youre just stuck in my head, cant help but smile (: " i wish you the best, i guess "

Dear THE BOY <3
talking to you yesterday about this whole situation turned out completely different from what i thought it would turn out like, and i should add that i comepletely just blanked out and thought of what you said to me yesterday shiiit.. see what you do to me?, so yes.. anyway.. i miss you? and yes i know ive told you that numerous of times but you know what? i really dont get tired of it 'cause i just completely adore how gay you are and i could tell you that all day if i really wanted to but i wont 'cause im not completely gay or havent completely hit that stage yet, and if you re-read this paragraph you`ll notice that i used the word completely numerous of times.