its sunday, and im blue.
This week has been a catastrophe, and I've been just a wreck not trying to sound melodramatic and emotional, but it's the truth. As soon as I figure out what I want, need, etc.. something always breaks me down, tears me apart, sweeping me away from everything. I was feelin' so good but I never knew one moment can just tear everything apart. Losing something really close to you, really does hurt, it hurts so much that you can't even explain the damage it does to you.. and words just don't seem to cut it anymore. You feel numb cus' you're just too hurt to feel anything-you feel the pain inside of you, like a sharp jagged edge poking at your heart that you can't stop. Ever felt like someone just ripped your heart out and just took a hammer smashed it into a million pieces? That's what it feels like to lose something so good in a blink of an eye cus' you know you could have stopped that something from happening.

" All dogs go to Heaven "