I came to a conculsion that i dont need or want you in my life, yesterday sitting on that table practically dying from all the shit that went down that night, it shook me up and slapped in across the face with reality.. the reality is, i think about the past too much and that is whats keeping me from movin' on with whatever im supposed to do that includes not you..

You were once the guy in my life that i was completely and utterly in love with .. the way you just treated me made everything feel so right, the things you said to me kept me head over heels.. but that was then and this is now, and now needs to change.. because this time its different, well.. has to be different / i honestly felt so turned off seeing you like that .. maybe because ive never seen you like that and thats just me waking up to what you are.. but id rather not be around that because i liked you better when i never knew that side of you.. 

Its best i stay away from you for now, because i wont deny it.. anymore, everytime i see you .. i just start trippin' on you like some random cupid thats being a bitch and wont leave me alone keeps shooting me in the ass with that arrow and just wont let me be.. and if thats the case even though thats not reality.. but sure feels like that..then seeing you is excluded from my schedule/ as harsh as that sounds... its for the better anyway .. for the both of us.

youreallygettome,

its time to let go.