all by myself with nothin' but your t-shirt on,

Today was so chill, i havn`t gone through a day like this ..doing pretty much nothing but lying down on a comfortable bed, stuck in a room with 4 boys, an ipod, speakers, a baton, and a soccer ball.. 

I realized that i missed you alot, and its been a while, that hug felt comfortable, and surprisingly it felt different in a way i cannot explain right now.. i can never explain shit like this, i really need to work on that.. but maybe its a good thing, this might be considered a talent.. :) 

Today was remembrance day, a day to remember all the fallen angels.. i feel terrible cause i actually did not take the time to do that, during that moment of silence youre suppose to thank & resepect those brave soldiers putting their lives for the freedom of other countries, all i can say is god bless and hopefully they get home safe.

I think too much of myself, during this month ive been so selfish and ignorant to my surroundings, i feel like i need to give things more respect and live a better life with less negativity that causes me to bring things down along with me, if that makes sense.. but then again i cant really help it cause im not sure how to let it out in ways that it does not affect the things around me.. there arent enough hours in a day for me to fit in " let out feelings hour " .. or something around that.. thats why i came to a conclusion that i will be carrying a notepad/book around so i can vent my shit in that book till im overwhelmed.. and content.. / i ain`t stressin.. im just thinking too hard..