The rhythm is to the words and i watched her dance to my poems,

John legend seems to always inspire me in any sort of way with his astounding way of putting words together to make a clear picture in my head rather than trying to put the song together and having the urge to piece it all together, it just flows yenno?  ... i really would love to buy his new album evolver,  or perhaps someone can purchase it for me? :) that would be just lovely.

Ive noticed that ive been blogging a lot, im assuming it`s cause of the crappy weather we`ve been having, i miss having to wake up to the rays of the sun blinding me through my windows.. but summers passed and it wont be back for a while, so might as well suck it up rather than complaining ( which ive been doing alot too ).. also ive been just chilling my grades and not caring, so not in my standards but everythings been a little hectic, with dance and family... it caught me up and tied me all up with pretty much everything, i`m feeling a lack of inspiration in the past two weeks because two weeks ago.. i was so fully inspired from everyone and everything.. and now its just so lamesauce, like i`m in denial haha .. maybe i just need to draw out my feelings since, i havn`t done that lately, it does help or express my feelings through my vocabulary .. finding one word sentences like.. contradicting.. and other such words... 

Ive been blocking you off the best i can, but its harder than i thought, i never knew i could miss you this much it`s kind of weird, since i havn`t seen or spoken to you in a while, even though a phone call would be very lovely, but who has the time right?.. or maybe its all in my head and its my turn to actually start the conversation since you`ve been doing most of that... which i found kind of flattering in my ways... but i would love to see you, and give you that big hug ive been wanting to for a while now, but when the time is right i guess, cause sometimes when i tend to push my limits, it doesnt work out the way i pictured it in my head... or maybe i just over think things like usual .. i dont even know and i dont even want to try and figure that out.. cause the reasons are probably right in front of my face but i`m just too blind to see, like always and in the end.. it just slaps me across the face with all the right reasons.

By the way i think its time to make my christmast list, and youre pretty much up there labelled numba 1, hope you know that.