But I can't restrain myself
I can only blame myself
Maybe I need to get some help
It`s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
When you want everything and nothing at the same time, when you want to let go but you keep holding on. When you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started, when feelings come and go and you can`t possibly decide what you want. It`s so hard when you want to see that one person everyday, and when you do, you don`t have the slightest clue on what to say. When deep down inside you know if you lose this chance again, it`s gone and it `ll never come back. When you know they`re right beside you, in the grasp of your own hands but yet you don`t know how to react. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It`s so hard to think back on how things used to be because i doubt they`ll ever be that way again, so i hope you think of me and remember what we had.. you smile .. because i still do.
btw, OBAMA WON !, i am extatic about that.
Also, i went to the jabbawockeez show held in the bell theater, & they are so very sexy, and i would like to make love to them, :$ .. I also met them, :$:$ & touched them.. ( you should be jealous )
I am very upset that the love of my life is married with 2 kids, you sexy breaker <3
there otha' fish in the sea, but baaby we`re meant to be. Sounding ridiculous here..
& TOTALLY distracted away from homework, not good not good.
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