lifesofranticsohectic.
There is waaaaaaaaaayway too many things going on right now, its here and there and under and over and up and down .. its kinda crazy, ive lost control of everything, like how my room is right now.. ? which i need to clean majorly.. ANYWAY -- not that im so disorganized but everything was just thrown at my face all at once, that i didn`t know which one to catch? .. so im just picking up the pieces, s l o w l y..

Finally letting out feelings, all the emotions that i kept bottled inside is all out there, nothing is left in me that i have not said or expressed in some sort of way, the past few weeks ive just been uncontrollably letting my feelings out.. like litterally.. anything in my head, it comes out.. even my rude remarks, maybe this is what it feels like to breath.. or im just slowly breaking own in my own emotions thats pooled through my head and now is overflowing and thats what is causing me to have such odd outcomes, with .. everything?

Undressing everyone with my emotions, it makes me feel loved.. a love in such way i cannot express cause it just puts me in this really lovespell moment.. like ive never felt before ? a little cheesy, but thats my only way to go, -- spilling my heart, thoughts, feelings, pretty much everything ive kept in from you.. felt awkwarldy good, like that butterfly feeling you hate & love at the same time.. but once i started, i couldnt stop even if everything i described and went into detail with you made my face flush bright red.. i still kept going on? no regrets though, i like you knowing how i feel.. but at the same time, im scared of how you make me feel. Im not sure what this feeling is called, but i want it to stay for a while .. / im la la lovin lovin' it.