you take a deep breath cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you gon' believe it.

So this is what it feels like to be so exposed with all your feelings -- i didnt just spill the beans, i pretty much like dumped the whole can.. sigh -- i feel like i told you way too much.. too much of everything, not that i didnt mean anything of the things i said.. of course i did, every bit of it. -- i just really thought i was never going to see you, like .. i was really going to lose you and i must admit that you do mean alot and that just kinda really gave me this scary thought so i had the initiative to tell you all what ive been keeping inside. but it felt right.