how's it suppose to be?

"what happens when two really good things are happening in your life and you're forced to chose between them, then what do you do? well there's pretty much only two choices and that's to chose or let go of both "

you've been the boy from the start, it was you that kept me holding on no matter what with all 10 fingers was going on ..thinking about it i realized that we go back so far and nothing's changed cause ive been hooked ever since, even through all the crap that happened, and through the " other " guys and even though we can never make our minds up with what we want going through this MU phase, i still get those over-my-head-cant-get-enough-of-you-feelings because i love having that feeling with you and addition to that i love the whole " i dont know where the hell we're going with this and where we're going to end up " , cause i know its not planned, this whole thing is just one big exciting story, like the ones they have in those sappy love movies, and that right now-in this moment-hour-minuite-second, you're mine.

my mind's been invaded with thoughts of you, why is that? its not that you're constantly on my mind 'cause i force my slightly distracted brain to think of you, on the real it's cause that everything is a push of a clue to a thought of you or i just cant help but think of the things you said lastnight, but either way those things do me good, fluttering with thoughts of you .. it just feels - it feels right but yet why am i still struggling on this complicated situation.