take off the shoes, take off the blues and come to me..
How do you know that its not just some crazy fantasy or dream, a delusion youve created in your own mind?. There are no dress rehearsals in life and there certainly arent any in love. You think about what it would be like. You go through it over and over in your mind, changing the scenario slightly each time, but deep down, you dont really believe it would happen, because its something that happens to someone else, not you. Love is too powerful to hide for very long. Deny it and suffer the consequences. Acknowledge it and suffer the consequences. Revealing it can either be shameful or it can be liberating. We transform in life and we transform in love. When we transform, we never end. We change. Not completely, but we more or less adapt our new form to our new feelings. The hardest part about this natural process is letting go and allowing it to happen. There is a time and place for everything. A time in life to be someone, and then after that is gone, an opportunity to transform into something else. And, if were lucky, there is also a time to love someone and, hopefully transform into someone who is loved.

Your honesty is mind bottling, riveting, and sends shivers down my spine .. leaving me breathless and baffled and most definitely confused. Ive been told many times that im not going to figure out everything in a snap, a blink of an eye, whatever you prefer to call it .. it takes time, but honestly.. who has the time or even patience to wait for something to figure itself out that seems highly impossible to put together, let alone solve? there's not enough time in the world to pause and hold a breath, a moment. Every time when i think ive got everything all figured out and i think know what i want, i hold my breath, bite my tongue and cross my fingers, hoping im going to go through with all the things i said but something always happens and it puts me back to where i started off in the first place. I know ive been thinkin', stressin', replayin' recent events that have happened too much cause it feels like i can never make my mind up and it gets more confusing everyday..