Sunday, March 1

take me away from here, take me somewhere where love is like breathing, I don’t care where we go 'long as I’m there with you, baby - 'long as I’m there with you .. .

Falling For You - Tamia
Could it be love? Tell me boy, Is it true? I get a rush when I think about you.. .
'lose control from my body and my soul and when you hold me n' I don't want to let go - you must have known though I try to disguise the way I feel, was there fire in my eyes on that night when our bodies intertwined ?

"I love you, but I'm not in love with you", this is a false distinction. Completely backward if you think about it. Love is love. What's really meant by being "in love", is obsession, addiction, infatuation, but not actual love. Being "in love" is a statement of your own needs and desires rather than an attempt to fulfill another's. True love, on the other hand, is a bridge between two people.

WSUP? - Regret. The saddest word in the English language. There are consequences to every action; it is just not always so obvious at the time. You never really know how things are going to work out or how you're going to feel until afterward. Thus, regret. You may not be able to change anything, but at least you can feel bad about it. Never mind that it might haunt you for the rest of your life or beyond. Truth's been revealed, it was no surprise cus' i knew it was coming sooner or later - you expressed yourself with such character that it took me a while to gasp a breath of air from being so speechless. I completely understand the way you feel even though i wish you didn't tell me some of the things you said and where we stand, and i hope you understood my stuttering words that night i tried my best to put my feelings into words and how the idea of the situation is just completely verbose. I just hope i dont regret my actions and words cause right now i know im playing a game of chance and im just going with what ever feels right. On another note, From the start you knew how i felt, even till now .. yes, i've tried to deny it, fight it but every time something anything would just pull me back? I just hope you know what you're doing cause i surely dont and every moment with you is like an " in the moment thing " i just want to stay there.. pause it.. maybe rewind, press replay and pause it again. Im not sure if i should have let things happen like that, but the thing is.. i wanted to, i wanted to kiss you ..

i always get phone calls in the middle of my " blog time " fffff' ): brb.

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