" .. never wanna say goodbye love"

Today I realized that "goodbye" is one of the hardest things you can do - especially if thats the last thing you wanted to do cus' it feels like you're missing a piece.

Facing the facts. It is for the best, right? If its so right then why do I keep questioning myself? It's like Im waiting for someone, something to just tell me send me a message that this is all wrong, and all my thoughts and decisions are going to be a mistake. A little scared cause I know this is not what I want, but maybe this is what has to happen for now - missing you can't possibly kill me ? haha, sounding a little crazy but I guess thats what it does to me. I felt so numb telling you all the things I felt inside, its like it didn't even matter anymore if you knew or not - I just wanted you to listen and hear what I had to say even if you had nothing to say back after all that because I was scared to find out how you felt, especially if you did or didn't feel the same way or maybe.. deep down inside, I wanted you to fight for me.. and tell me that you did feel the same way and maybe I shouldn't let go, but thats my "fairytale" ending .. 

Ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah

I know that you wanna talk about it
But I gotta put it in your mind
I feel like we've been going through this scene a thousand times
I feel like we've been going around and around in circles
Ooh why, we gotta put this behind us, yeah, yeah

Baby, listen to me, please don't walk out that door
'Cause if you ever leave me
I'd be lost, I'd be going crazy - I go crazy
'Cause I don't want nobody else - no, no
I just wanna be with you - with you
You're the only one who completes me baby
You're the one who makes me whole

Why is it that everytime I looked in your eyes - looked in your eyes
I see something wrong, insecurity
When all along I was trying make it right - make it right
Keep us going strong, and loving you faithfully