Where do I end and you begin?...
Life is random and love can be just as random. If you sit back and really think about it, you will be left with one thought - a profound one - why bother?. You're something to behold.There might, in fact, be much more to someone that meets the eye, but in order to make such a discovery, you have to be willing to dig beneath the surface. Most people aren't because it would upset social order; but a few, very few, are. The truth is our acquaintances, our friends and our loved ones all live on, and through them, so do we. Its not about what you had, but what you gave. Its not about how you looked but how you lived. And its not just about being remembered. Its about giving people a good reason to remember you.

When I think about it, the past months seemed to past by really fast - Its APRIL ALREADY?!. Only a few more months and its... SUMMER.. finally. I guess so much just happened that time just forgot to stop and let me take a breath? because everything and everyday seems so overwhelming right now - Truth's out. Drama. Tears. Regret. Realization. Hate. ... and so much more that just leaves me so damn confused. I'm not sure what to say? I'm not sure if its okay to miss anything. All together... I'm really not sure. Since when was there rules to everything? It feels like everyone is stating things you can and cannot do, say, feel. All you and I could say that night was "sorry.. sorry for everything". I've said and stated many times that "I dont care", but honestly? I do very much...cus' I really don't want to lose a friendship? but then again, its for the "best" right? I never really asked for a situation like this, but I'm not saying everything that happened was for the worst, its that maybe all this "realization" came a little too fast, I wasn't expecting something so ... out of the blue. Then again, everything happened already. Its over. There shouldn't be any questions because there's nothing left to fix?... right? - I just wanna know why?. I really need to get a hold on life and especially school, I have to stay grounded rather than keeping my head up in the clouds. Its been really exhausting trying to focus on things I really do not want to focus on, but I know what I have to do and those are my first priorities.


"It feels so new, lovin' again ... Your love's refreshing.."