"this is what it feel - this is what it feels like, this is what it sounds. this is what it sounds like"

Its always got me feeling that "brand" new moment, exciting ..like you have no clue what's going to happen. With a kiss. A hug. A touch - it just feels right, it always feels right. With a soft, and sweet whisper I could tell you all the things id like to say even if it hides under my breath from my weak knees and slowly shaking fingertips. Pounding butterflies in my stomach and a great gasp of air every now and then to prevent myself from being completely breathless with in between sighs cant .. and wont stop me from what "i" want to do, feel, say, act anymore. It's not like ive never stepped out of my "protective" box that i keep myself in so i can keep a close state to reality - its not that. It's just this time, im taking chances and what ever the outcome is - "Deal with it" - There's no time for complaining and being bitter anymore, time to just let things go and flow..exhale - I just want some kind of control with all the things that happened. Either with the answers "yes" or "no" - I hope you understand.

be right back.