save your excuse

Life is hard, I understand that, but you just seem so foolish. How you've been dealing with things..... Ughhhhh. I usually have such GREAT patience for you, but in the past months you proved yourself not worthy for my patience and understanding. You're actually such an irresponsible person with life and love, and I really hope you grow up from your immaturity..... sooner than later. I'm not bashing on you, I'm just so so SO disappointed with your actions and the words that come out of your mouth cause I expect the most from you, since you always proved yourself to come off as "wise", but maybe that was all just a "surface cover". I really hope you come around for the better, for your best, for her, and especially for your family.