August was really an eye opening month for me. I felt like I changed mentally ...more than usual (insecurities/thoughts/feelings/love.....etc). For now I can say that my mind is calm, my heart is full and I'm partly cloudy. Lately, I've been fed with answers and shot at with mind bottling questions. I'd honestly answer them, but I like this whole "mystery" thing... I think I'd like some sort of suspense in my life, rather than the "on the dot - point to point answers/information". I really don't feel like being defined (p.s you seem to do that to me....alot)
On the other hand. I'm really thankful for certain people that surround me with such love and patience. I guess you can say, patience is a bit iffy when you're dealing with me, cause I'll admit it, at times I can be very selfish, bitter, and emotional. I can pretty much say that my mom takes the biggest role with dealing with my bitter side and I love her to death for that. Second to that... is you, and I'm more than grateful that you have such patience with me. Its unbelievable. Its a whole 'nother level with you.
I'd like to end things with I miss you, and you....but mostly you.
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