... speaks for itself, well for me anyway.
Maybe, that's all we need. A moment captured. Love and happiness at its highest or the sorrows and sadness that lead us to our weakest points. To make us stronger physically and emotionally even when the weight of gravity begins to pull you down. You get so close to clarity that it makes you question everything. Underneath my blinded emotions that seem to keep me talking and walking in circles - it gets me afraid to let people in, back in....love. No one knows, and for certain I don't either, what the result will be when two people meet, share a connection, build a spark and chemistry that revolves around honesty. No one knows when they're bound to fall in love - if they ever will, and if or when it does happen - if they will always be able to stay that way. But to feel that way at all, even for a minute in your life, to find love and connection in this world we live in that's gone mad, in my books, those are the few lucky ones. And if it can’t last forever, then the best they can hope for is the honesty to face up to it when it ends. I feel that the greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in the first place. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged your ever view. Inspired you in a way that's unexplainable. Touched all the senses in your body and most definitely your heart in such a way, that until now, you still remember every feeling of those seconds that passed by in that specific heartfelt moment. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up and fall asleep with a smile on your face no matter how corny/cheesy it was. The ones that made everything right when it all seemed so wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a huge part of yourself. The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with - because of him. The ones where the memories made, make you want to laugh when you’re crying and cry when you're laughing. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared and the ones that made you question the ending. And even, the certain one, where you changed forever because of him.The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to - but he still did and stuck around. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, cause in your heart you knew that they were still amazing and you could not possibly find anyone, even close, to being better than him. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen, all because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him.
But then again, were young, shit happens, of course we're going to break hearts and hearts are going to be broken.
But I'm still yours, truly.
And I'm going to love. Always.
It's not a promise. It's just forever.
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