honest with myself.

I've got time to figure myself out. I fully know that, but it feels like I don't need it. I know what I want. I need. I expect and... what I miss. I do not need 'realization' to settle my trouble mind. I've got my mind set on my achievements and goals....and my heart set on you. It's always been like that, I just deny the fact cause I know thats what I really want. I've come across too many situations where there's a replacement guy, or a 'trying' to replace you guy. It's not that they have a shit load of flaws for me to end the chemistry. It's that...yes, they can be perfect in so many ways, but...they're still not you.