i need "simplicity"

I have no complete understanding on anything right now.... its a little upsetting. I wish I knew what to do, and what to say to solve whatever and please whomever, but I dont get it... I really don't, like I dont even get what I dont get anymore. It should'nt be that way, should it? The only thing I'm certain of is what's on my "to do list" ...but hell, I don't even know where to start on that or ....how.