half/half

After all that....I only want to live by.
"Twenty ten is needin' no distractions. So shame on you for getting too close."

...I guess I really needed that. I needed that "drop dead" feeling to really figure out what I actually needed for myself, I needed to clear out my head, my chest, my heart and all the things that stood in front of and around blinding me with frustration that just made me stall my motivations, understanding, feelings, commitments and friendships. So I'm out with the old and in with the new, and even though I say that with hesitation... I know it's for the best, best of me.

But the other part of me says....
"You give me something that makes me scared, alright?"