reminder to you.

"Love is patient. Love is kind"
Thank you for reminding me Don?nel

After sitting in the food court for a good 45 minutes talking about "love". I was reminded, refreshed, shot at with all the memories and reasons on why I still and always inhale love you exhale.

Its the truth though, some things will never change and one of them is that I will always care for you. No matter what, where, or time of day.... its the plain and simple truth. I might hate you for a good 5 minutes, 2 hours, 1 whole day or maybe even a good week but you know what? Never will I ever ever lose care and appreciation for you, even if I manage to ignore you for days or even months because of some argument over a tree that was actually there or some girl/guy....ha but in the end of it all, i'll still have the heart to forgive you. 'Cause you mean so much more than just "that" or "this"or "ex" guy in my life.

Negative thoughts, broken hearts and down right to "frustrating to the point of exhaustion" situations have and will always come across the both of us and you can't do anything about that but I'm still going to be here and I'm going to stay here to keep reminding you that you mean so much more than what you think. Through all the kisses on my nose, sweaty hands, late night phone calls telling you how my life sucks so much, new years, the guys, the girls, jealously, arguments, disagreements, the worst and the best, mistakes and sorrys, me forgetting what movie I watched with you, the I miss you, head-over-heels-cant-stop-thinking-about-you-always-on-my-mind feeling, the intense butterflies, the just friends, the hatorade and f-bombs, the tears, the you-didn't-care-and-I-hate-you, the one promise you never wanted to promise me, the hugs, your cheesy lamesauce lines, the awkward moments, the silence, the ignorance and bliss conversations, the confessions and those three words I can never say......through everything and anything and the future shit to hit the fan. I'm still here. I still do and I will always. It's not a promise, it's....forever.

....Even if
it's not you right now.
I'm with someone else.
I'm engaged.
Married.
25 years have past.
or even a minute from now.

I still care for you.