Eat. Pray. Love

I guess you can say this feeling can't be summed up in two or three sentences; it can't be packaged into something neat and simple that people would immediately understand. But there's no shame in trying.

Its funny how you go through life...looking...searching for someone to come...to like...eventually love...yet, they don't have any idea of how you never get any sleep because you're too busy thinking about him and maybe, the fact that he also has no idea how much you want him to hold you in his arms or even the slightest clue that he'll never have any idea how happy your heart got when he held your hand for the very first time - no matter how awkward, yet thrilling the heart pounding, breathtaking, reach for the stars, over the moon kind of feeling took over your whole body....leaving you with awe. BREATHE, AWE SOME MORE, BARF. In addition, he probably has never come to the conclusion that you want to hold his hand forever. Well not literally. Well....maybe, because it surely feels like that. And its a definite that he has no idea that you feel this way about him....till now and he'll never know how much you want to talk to him, in addition to that he hasn't completely progressed his thoughts that you want to be the one he thinks about at night....cause really, let's be real. He is your first and last thought of the day. Moreover, I also doubt he even has the slightest clue of how enlightened you get when his name appears across the screen of your cell. But all in all...after all the mumbling I've done....

...he'll never know how much of my heart is already his.



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