I dont understand us, or you.

From the very start, it's always been about love - about you, about me. We've had our runs, walks, and wrong turns but it honestly feels like that I'm always lead back to you, even when I have something so good up and running - It doesn't feel right, it doesn't satisfy me cause I compare them to you. Yeah, you can say that I've got the FL Syndrome with a hint of BHF, but I honestly can't help but feel this way. It's some sort of undying feeling that I got myself hooked on because your sweet love has been casted on me. Our ... correction* This story feels so undestructable cause it doesn't feel finished. It never feels finished and I guess you can say I don't want it to be finished ....but its starting to feel that way.

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You say that you care a lot, but being a jerk doesn't prove it otherwise. I guess I expected more from you, more on the affection side at least. I thought that we've gone through enough for it to be not like this, but I guess I thought wrong ....sadly.